I have said more prayers in the last week than I have in a very long time.  My depression and anxiety is a bit out of control right now.  I have really been struggling.  I am trying hard to enjoy each day and push forward, but it is hard.  My mom has been a big help to me.  Yesterday morning I called her in tears (again) and she offered a prayer in my behalf while we were on the phone.  The Spirit was very strong.  I know I will get through this, but it is so very difficult to feel so helpless.  I am continuing in prayer and as I do so the Spirit continues to warm my heart and soul.  I only wish it could be a constant.

I am working on getting my medications adjusted, I had my first appointment with a therapist today and I am relying a lot on my family to help me through this difficult time.  My husband is my rock and I am so very grateful for him in my life.  Our children bring so much joy to our lives and I am grateful for each one of them.  I am grateful for my wonderful mother, although she is a couple of states away, she is always there for me when I need her. I am trying to focus on the important things...prayer, studying the scriptures and Conference talks...and not doing unnecessary things that take away from the Spirit that I am trying to keep with me.